Wow - 7 Days away

I cannot believe it's soooo close.

I have paid, all to the paper work is in, tickets booked.

I did go through an odd mourning period of food. I said good bye to my favorites. Now I am on a liquid diet and this part is not FUN!!!! UUUGG. But I know I am doing the right thing.

I was pretty closed lipped about my Sleeve but now I can't shut up about it. I am not telling my coworkers at this time because I want to keep that part private. But I have talked my friends ears off like crazy.

I keep looking at clothes and thinking about how I am going to feel in the summer time. I HATED summer last year. I remember trying to fit into a pair of black shorts and had to use a girdle to smooth my stomach. But then I couldn't even run around with my kids because they were so tight. It was awful. F**ing awful.

I know life is so short and time flies by so fast and feeling good and happy from the inside out is so important. I did work with a therapist about being happy at any weight. Because even at my lowest I always thought I should be lower. Those DAYS ARE GONE!!! I am going to appreciate healthy BMI.

Here's to a quick 7 days!!!

15 More days!!

I am feeling nervous - and excited. I started my preop early because I still have weight to lose before the 13th of Feb. I am nervous and just want to do this and get it over with.

Most everyone I love and care about have been super supportive. I am going through all the last minute details and trying to make a check list what to bring. I am excited and nervous all at the same time.

Making a list

I am starting to get my check list together. I am getting nervous!!!

Count DOWN is on!!!!

I am GETTING SOOOO excited. A month and a day my journey starts. :)  Getting sooo ready.

Dr. Ortiz?

I am thinking about changing my Dr to Dr. Ortiz - He has a HUGE following on-line and is easy to look up.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6CYkoLIB_g4

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yfxjctMmVJc

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9ZnlGma_iGo

Great info

http://www.dietpsyche.com/2009/11/01/gastric-sleeves-pros-cons-guidelines/

Flip Flop

Sometimes I wish I could just make up my mind. I am researching a couple other options...Dr.'s I mean. Just so I am 110% sure. My great friend told me Dr. Ortiz in TJ is awesome. I am going to check him out now. I will be making my mind on 12/15.

Here we go...