I am not sure how I am going to sleep tonight. Well I guess with my eyes shut. Lol.
But really, so much going through my mind and I know I am doing the right thing. Repeat!
:)
Tuesday, February 12, 2013
Tomorrow
Wow. I cannot believe tomorrow is the day that will change my life.
I am excited and have a few nerves but I am just ready to wake out of surgery and get started!!
I am excited and have a few nerves but I am just ready to wake out of surgery and get started!!
Wednesday, February 6, 2013
Wow - 7 Days away
I cannot believe it's soooo close.
I have paid, all to the paper work is in, tickets booked.
I did go through an odd mourning period of food. I said good bye to my favorites. Now I am on a liquid diet and this part is not FUN!!!! UUUGG. But I know I am doing the right thing.
I was pretty closed lipped about my Sleeve but now I can't shut up about it. I am not telling my coworkers at this time because I want to keep that part private. But I have talked my friends ears off like crazy.
I keep looking at clothes and thinking about how I am going to feel in the summer time. I HATED summer last year. I remember trying to fit into a pair of black shorts and had to use a girdle to smooth my stomach. But then I couldn't even run around with my kids because they were so tight. It was awful. F**ing awful.
I know life is so short and time flies by so fast and feeling good and happy from the inside out is so important. I did work with a therapist about being happy at any weight. Because even at my lowest I always thought I should be lower. Those DAYS ARE GONE!!! I am going to appreciate healthy BMI.
Here's to a quick 7 days!!!
I have paid, all to the paper work is in, tickets booked.
I did go through an odd mourning period of food. I said good bye to my favorites. Now I am on a liquid diet and this part is not FUN!!!! UUUGG. But I know I am doing the right thing.
I was pretty closed lipped about my Sleeve but now I can't shut up about it. I am not telling my coworkers at this time because I want to keep that part private. But I have talked my friends ears off like crazy.
I keep looking at clothes and thinking about how I am going to feel in the summer time. I HATED summer last year. I remember trying to fit into a pair of black shorts and had to use a girdle to smooth my stomach. But then I couldn't even run around with my kids because they were so tight. It was awful. F**ing awful.
I know life is so short and time flies by so fast and feeling good and happy from the inside out is so important. I did work with a therapist about being happy at any weight. Because even at my lowest I always thought I should be lower. Those DAYS ARE GONE!!! I am going to appreciate healthy BMI.
Here's to a quick 7 days!!!
Tuesday, January 29, 2013
15 More days!!
I am feeling nervous - and excited. I started my preop early because I still have weight to lose before the 13th of Feb. I am nervous and just want to do this and get it over with.
Most everyone I love and care about have been super supportive. I am going through all the last minute details and trying to make a check list what to bring. I am excited and nervous all at the same time.
Most everyone I love and care about have been super supportive. I am going through all the last minute details and trying to make a check list what to bring. I am excited and nervous all at the same time.
Monday, January 21, 2013
Saturday, January 12, 2013
Count DOWN is on!!!!
I am GETTING SOOOO excited. A month and a day my journey starts. :) Getting sooo ready.
Monday, December 3, 2012
Dr. Ortiz?
I am thinking about changing my Dr to Dr. Ortiz - He has a HUGE following on-line and is easy to look up.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6CYkoLIB_g4
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yfxjctMmVJc
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9ZnlGma_iGo
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