Wow - so many great people online on the blogs. I have asked so many questions and I am learning a lot thanks to others. I feel very thankful for that.
I am still am shocked how relieved I feel to know others are facing the same thing I feel.
Ever sense I lost tons of weight and gained it back I have grown...yes literally as well but my point is that I know I am good person, I have a great family, I have a good heart, I want to giveback and try and learn from my mistakes and move forward. This FINAL step in my life I feel is going to catapult me into a FRESH new beginning. With everything.
I hope to no longer feel....
Stupid for trying every diet under the planet and thinking it WAS really going to work
Awful on Monday mornings because I didn't stick to my rules
Uncomfortable taking my kids swimming
Trying on everything - and always picking black to hide everything
I hope to feel......
In control
Free
Better wearing color
Get excited to buy clothes again
Fit back into my old jeans and know that is good enough for me...that I am good enough
That's all I have for now....
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